A lot like love 3:34 I don t

A lot like love

3:34 I don t remember when all that pain actually went away, but its gone and Im feeling really good. Time has gone by so fast I didnt realize that it was this late, or should I say early! 10:45 a. Woke up feeling really good this morning, slept for 7 hours last night. Some times I wished that I didnt have to go to bed at all, theres so many things to do and it seems like not enough time to do it in. But, the more time one has, it seems like the more one takes on. My husband and I have noticed that our faces are feeling more slick or oily, but its not an oily feel like what grease or cooking oil is, it has a very nice feel. Left a lot like love bothering me as if there is an eyelash in it, but cannot see anything when I look for it. Shortly after going to bed last night, I had a wonderful feeling or thing happen. A very warm and spiraling sensation or surge of a warm flow a lot like love deep inside at about the naval area or maybe slightly below and flowed upward. I felt this spiraling go up into the chest area where it seemed more intense. Then it was a lighter feeling and I seemed to loose track of it for a second as if it had stopped, but then it seemed to come again or continue and I literally felt it inside my head as if the whole inside of my head was filled with this warm and wonderful surge of spiraling warmth. I cant really explain just how wonderful and awesome this feeling was. I have to admit that there are some things that I am a bit of a doubting Thomas on when I hear or read about some things. But, I feel that this is also due to a lack of understanding/knowledge in the given subject area on my part that I am doubting or wonder about. I do not totally disbelieve or disregard whatever the subject may be on or about and do not think about it as a constant. I just wonder and contemplate it now and then at different times, but when it literally happens to me, then I become a real and true believer. I have read in the past about chakras opening up, how the coiled serpent, when awakened, will rise up throughout one s body. Now that I literally have experienced this, there is no longer any doubt about it in my mind, but Im still not inclined to go out and find a mountain peak to sit on and meditate. Im still my normal self, whatever normal is!! 1:10 The day was hectic, lost track of how much m-state I really drank but know I had at least a gallon, drinking most of it in the afternoon. I literally feel mentally exhausted tonight; my thinking is slow. My left eye is still bothering me. 10:01 Left eye still bothering me, feels like some thing is in it, but I cant find anything, both eyes are puffy, with the left one being more so. I feel like I could stay in bed all day, dont feel bad, just tired. 5:00 Sometime today my eye stopped bothering me. 2:25 Right cheek area has a mushy like swelling, not painful. 8:30 Right cheek area still swollen, still not painful, but have a stinging sensation that goes into ear. Other than that Im feeling really good today. 6:34 Cheek area still puffy, not like it was, no pain in the ear now. Still feeling really good.